So the 19 year old (we shall call him E) and I hooked up again last night. We hooked up for the first time in November and again in January. It had been a little over a month since I fooled around with someone and incidentally, it was E.
He texted me early in the evening on Saturday asking how I was doing. We went back and forth exchanging pleasantries. Later on in the evening I started to become particularly horny. I grew tired of jacking off alone and watching porn to get off on. I longed for a warm body (and especially a warm mouth on my dick) to feel. I texted E back to see what he was doing. He replied that he was at a party. Oh well, that went out the window. I loaded up some porn, grabbed the lube, handled business and had a satisfying nut.
On yesterday, my tweeps got me in the mood to cook. On of my followers mentioned she was having beef short ribs. I decided to have some too, but Walmart didn’t have any. I with went the chuck tender steaks. I had the taste for some mac and cheese and collard greens. I made an apple pie for dessert. The mac and cheese was made from no fat cheese. Never again. I ended up cooking it too long because I was wanting it to brown. Brown it did, but the “cheese” got a little tough. Never again.
While eating dinner and watching my new favorite TV show, Leverage, I get a text from E asking me what I am doing. I told him. I asked what he was doing and he said that he was laying in the bed horny as usual. Mmmm Hmm was my thought. So I asked if he wanted to come over and he did and we made a plan to hook up later that night.
I picked him up from campus around 8:20pm last night. He’s a college student and doesn’t have a car so I looked over that one little issue. We got back to my place about 10 minutes later and we proceded to get naked. As usual with him, I started to suck him off. He started off standing with me on my knees. His dick slightly curves upward and I’m short, so I asked him to get on the bed so I could have a better angle of attack. E isn’t big, bigger than D though. His shaft is thicker than his dick head which makes sucking him weird, but I do my best. E gave me a little feedback so I know he was enjoying it; he doesn’t give much feedback or encouragement. Talk dirty to me dammit! 
I made my way up to his nipples and spent quality time with each one slightly nibbling and sucking. Since he wasn’t giving me much feedback in that department, I started to make my way back to his dick when he surprised me by saying, “hold on, I want to kiss you.”
Now E, is an adorable little 19 year old. He’s about 5’10″ 5’11″, weighs about 225 lbs, dark skinned, neatly trimmed haircut and mustache. He also smells good. Boy’s hygiene is on point. His lips are very soft which made kissing him interesting. I’ve been told I have some “soft ass lips” and if they are anything like his, hrmm… I have mixed feelings. LOL Normally I don’t kiss my hook ups. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE to kiss, but it’s a very intimate thing for me to kiss someone. I pretty much have to be attracted to you and or have some sort of feelings for me to even want to put my lips to yours. With the right guy, I would love to be held and kissed all night long over sex. And I like to keep my hook ups in that hook up category.
Anyway, we are kissing for a while, I mean, like really making out. Drunk session making out at that. I was on top of him at first. I rolled to the side to see if I could get him on top of me and it worked. Then I told him to get on my dick. I don’t like telling; just do it. #nikebitch 
His head game ain’t bad, but he’s getting better. lol
So we start kissing again, with him on top. A few moments later he’s like, “I want to feel you on top of me.” Dammit, I was just thinking the same thing. Here I go “dyking” again.
We grinded on top of each other’s back a little bit. I ended up cumming while grinding on him. While I was cleaning up, he asked me, “You want to play with my hole daddy?” Umm, no nigga. GTFOH! “Sure I’ll finger you while you jack off,” was my reply.
So this nigga, spread eagles, and starts to jack off. I lube up a finger and start fingering him. I don’t even finger myself, so I don’t know if what I’m doing is good for him or not and I’m totally not getting anything out of it. I derive no pleasure from fingering or licking a dude’s booty hole. Now if I was fucking, that would be another story. So as E gets close to his climax, he lifts his legs higher in the air. WTF?!? I was sooo done.
His profile says vers/top, but he’ll end up being a super bottom. LOL Maybe I’m wrong for that, but he shows all the signs. Calling me daddy, (which I don’t appreciate), wanting someone on top of him and throwing that ass back. Umm hmm. I feel him on that because that’s how I am, a bottom or at least vers/bottom.
I have tired to psych myself up to be more versatile, and I can be, but it just feels funny to be in that “top” dominate role for me. I’m not one of those who can flip the script like that. I wish I could; maybe I wouldn’t be single. 