June 11 through the 15th, I visited the Maryland/DC area to visit a couple of friends (made some new ones) and my cousin. I had a blast to say the least.
A few days after I got back from MD, I was extremely horny so, I texted D to see what he was up to:
So the 19 year old (we shall call him E) and I hooked up again last night. We hooked up for the first time in November and again in January. It had been a little over a month since I fooled around with someone and incidentally, it was E. (more…
So I was flirting with this 19 year old online one day. We had exchanged numbers and he texted me and was like, “Hey Daddy!” WTF?!? Was my reaction. When did I become a daddy. I know I’m over 30 and all, but damn! See that’s why I can’t seriously date anyone younger than 5 to 7 years younger than me.
I’m not ready for cougar status. 
You little dick motherfucka
Why the hell am I sweatin you?
How the fuck I let you in my house
Cooked a fucking meal for you,
and then you fucked me.
I feel like the fucking fool.
And then you still try to use me.
You fucked over a good man.
Nigga you stupid.
FUCK YOU!
I wish I could say that, “Momma didn’t raise no fool.” But I’ve done some very foolish things in my life and I have let people use me, get under my skin and what not. I don’t regret that those things happened because I have learned to know it when I see it coming. I suppose this one guy got me under cloak and dagger. I will be the wiser the next time. Sometimes I just don’t understand men. Seems like I would being one myself. 
About four weeks ago, I get hit up on BGC (I KNOW I KNOW). After years of being a member of these “hook up” sites, I know the types of guys that are mostly on there. They are mostly Bullshitters. So, when I meet someone from those sites, my expectations are VERY low.
My profile on BGC pretty much says, “I’m an uncomplicated dude not looking for mess and or drama. No broke dudes. Looking for friends, hook ups or relationships (HA!) <— me being cynical, sorry“ Certain attributes are filled in with truth, while certain ones are left out. (more…
I’m an unapologetic introvert. Don’t get me wrong; I LOVE people and I do love to socialize. I just have to be in the mood for it. Most times I have reservations about going to parties and going out with friends, but most of the time, I always end up enjoying myself.
About a month ago (about a week before Thanksgiving), I got a REALLY bad cold. I took a few days off of work to get better. Being bored at home, I got on A4A to see what was going on there. I had no intention in hooking up because I was really feeling bad and I didn’t really feel like being bothered with anyone. But whether I’m sick or not, I still enjoy looking at naked men and their body parts. (more…