Posts Tagged ‘Men’

A Date?

Saturday, August 21st, 2010

Since my last post about D,  we’ve hung out in Georgia once (probably back in May) and hooked up in June (a few days before his birthday).

When we “hung” out, he texted me Sunday afternoonish asking me what I was doing.  I was napping when he sent the text.  Of course all excited about getting some attention from Mr. D, I texted him back saying I wasn’t doing anything.  He wanted to go to Atlanta and hang out at the park (Piedmont of all places).  I was down to get out of the house and spending some time with him, though it was a little late in the afternoon.  I found out that he had been at home all week because he was recovering from surgery in his groin area (inner thigh).  Supposedly he had a tumor or growth in the area that was causing him pain.  He finally had it removed, but was told to take it easy by his doctor.

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Daddy Issues

Tuesday, January 12th, 2010

So I was flirting with this 19 year old online one day.  We had exchanged numbers and he texted me and was like, “Hey Daddy!”  WTF?!? Was my reaction.  When did I become a daddy.  I know I’m over 30 and all, but damn!  See that’s why I can’t seriously date anyone younger than 5 to 7 years younger than me.

I’m not ready for cougar status. ROTFL

Healing Takes Time

Tuesday, January 12th, 2010

After this situation with D, I’ve been trying to pysch myself in thinking I was good without him, that he was a low down bastard not worth my heart.  Whether that’s true or not, I failed in pysching myself out.

I been in a little depressing mood, or funk, I would prefer to call it.  I don’t like to call what I’m feeling depression, because I can still laugh, talk and have a good time in spite of what my heart is going through.  High functioning depression maybe?

I’ve found myself thinking about him while laying in bed waiting for sleep to set in.  Thinking about him holding me like he did that last time.  Feeling the heat from his body.  Feeling his breath on the back of my neck.  Feeling him pulling me close to him throughout the night.

Anyway, I’ve finally realized that it’s just going to take time to get over this guy, I can even start to feel that it’s working.  But it sucks that this guy I once cared for (and somewhat still do), doesn’t seem to care or be concern about one iota about my life.  Is honesty so much to ask for these days?  Just tell me you’re not interested, I could deal with that better than total lack of apathy.

#idontgetit

Flags

Tuesday, January 12th, 2010

When I meet new guys be it in real life or online, I have a set of flags that I monitor that go up depending on what the other person says or do.  There are green, yellow and red flags.  Green is of course good.  Yellow means warning or caution and red means, Uh oh.  Laugh

So this one guy hits me up on a certain social website that caters to a certain group of men.   He’s a nice looking guy; I can dig him.  He posts a message on my “wall” stating that he wants me to send him a message.  But he ends up sending a private message first.  In the message he complements me and sends me his number and tells me to call anytime.

So it’s Sunday morning and I call.  No answer, but I left a voicemail telling the guy who I am.  About 30 to 45 minutes later I get a text from him that says, “Good Morning! Who is this?”  I was like, “WHAT THE FUCK!? What the fuck did I leave a fucking voicemail for?”  A red flag went up. I was angry, HOT!  An hour later, I texted him back, “this is [insert social networking website handle here] from [insert said social networking website].” Then TWO hours later he responds.   I didn’t.  Then TWO hours after that he asks what my name is.   I can maybe understand that the first two to three hours he might have been in church or busy, but in the matter of about 3 hours, you should have listened to the voicemail by now.

So far this dude has struck out with me.  Listen to your fucking voicemail!

#thatisall

Was I Wrong for That

Sunday, December 20th, 2009

I’m an unapologetic introvert.  Don’t get me wrong; I LOVE people and I do love to socialize.  I just have to be in the mood for it.  Most times I have reservations about going to parties and going out with friends, but most of the time, I always end up enjoying myself.

About a month ago (about a week before Thanksgiving), I got a REALLY bad cold.  I took a few days off of work to get better.  Being bored at home, I got on A4A to see what was going on there.  I had no intention in hooking up because I was really feeling bad and I didn’t really feel like being bothered with anyone.  But whether I’m sick or not, I still enjoy looking at naked men and their body parts. (more…Wink